I am the blogger.
I go by different names, and different genders. You can call me Cornucopy for now.
I am the author of this place, and of all the items presented, all the creation and wandering, if not precised otherwise.
How did I come to blog all of this?
Well, 5 years ago I was diagnosed : invisible handicap. So invisible really that it had taken me years to realise. But so invading that every single aspect of my life was slowly getting fucked up by it.
I had been looking for a diagnosis, a tag to put on this un-ease (disease?), some way to understand what was going on, why my life was slowly and steadily getting fucked up. And then it was given.
And then my life got on a exponential curve of fuck ups.
I lost all trace of hope, and got into an intense and bottomless depression.
I lost my job.
Eventually I lost my partner.
Stopped talking to my sister. The rest of the familly had never been very present anyway.
And I was faced with one last choice : To try again to go fit in the box like a nice li’le sheep, or try and find my own hapiness.
I knew the first option’s outcome : exactly where I was standing. The Scary.
I knew the 2d option was The Unknown. Scary too, but ever so slightly less.
So I bought a van, and went on a trip without destination.
Along the way, I found the recipe for happiness. It’s not easy, and I’m not a perfect practitionner, but hell am I in a better place than I ever could have imagined !
I got back to everything that made me happy since I was a kid. It hold in a word : creativity. And mine scatters, grows in many different places, and needs that variety to keep growing.
This blog is for me to keep track on what crazy stuff I’m doing, and for you to take a walk in an unexpected landscape.
Enjoy the journey !